Blind
This place inside my mind
A place I like to hide
You don't know the chances
What if I should die?

A place inside my brain
Another kind of pain
You don't know the chances
I'm so blind

Blind
Blind

Another means I find
To escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances
What if I should die
A place inside my brain
Another kind of pain
You don't know the chances
I'm so blind
Blind
Blind

Demon... give in inside... to
Hint of a life that seems to be
A lost reality that I can never find
No way to reach my inner self
I stay this low, how deep can I go
In the ground that I lay
If I don't find a way to
Sift through the grey that cloud my mind
This time I'm not just sure it's between lines

I can see I can see I'm going blind
I'm blind

Ball Tongue
There you are alone
With no hope of ever having
Something to be proud of
Something earned without begging

Yes I know you're a person
A person close to me
Who do you think you are
...for me

Ball Tongue...
Ball Tongue...
Ball Tongue...
Ball Tongue

Look what they've done to me
Why are you at home
Buried in your self-pity
Why do you insist on
Living the life... out of me

Yes I know you're the person
The person that took time with me
Does that give you the right to extract
your life from those around me?

You were my pride
Where does a friendship end?
I'm not gonna give in
How can you ball tongue doubt me but not again

Need to
I, I am confused fighting myself
Wanting to give in; Needing your help
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
Outside don't know you, but inside I'm fine

Can you see it in me, skin color from touch
Each day confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer; I push you away
You tell me it's okay; I can't help but feel the pain

I hate you- why are you taken
I loved you- I feel so helpless
Why's it you- Ripping my insides each time you
Why do I cry
Why do I really need to

Why
Why, fuck you bitch
Need to need to need to need to
Fu-ck fu-ck fu-ck fu-ck fu-ck

Clown
"Within... my body!"
"Four I said, you faggot piece of shit on the drums."
"Four? Four!"
"Hey, what are you talkin about Ross?"
"The toms-toms go.."
"So you're saying there's no clicks?"
"Just fucking do it, dammit!"
"I'd get twist, I wish we could put twist on the fucking tape."
"Wanna hear it?"
"Fuck you! Fuck you!"
"Okay." "You piece of shit."


Anger inside
Was within my body
Why you hate me
What have I done
You tried to hit me

Dream to me again if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me cause I'm strange hate me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder than me
What's with you boy, think hard
Tied to body too I know you are
Scared to be honest be yourself
A cowardly man

I don't... well
Trying to be what's not within me
Look into my eyes
I am free, you're just a wannabe

To come out
Hit me clown because I'm not from your town no
Hit me clown

Clown you ain't SHIT turn around can't you face me
Just a fucking little just a fucking little

Divine
I hide only to defy you
Take away the only life inside you
I'll say your face to everyone
Inside I've just begun

You think I'm out to scare you
I'm only out to prepare you
For when you stop and turn around
Your body's going down

You're gonna waste your time
Your life will soon be mine
You're definitely one of a kind
Your suffering 'cause of me is divine

Tell me why you never liked me
Tell me once that you'd fight me
Pull back and wait for the perfect time
To take what's rightfully MINE
You think you don't but defy me
You said you don't but defy me
You wage your dumb on anyone
Oh well

Well fuck you I'm fed up with you
I'm not as good as you fuck you I'm better than you

Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game
You tried to say what you got
Red ripping out your brain

Faget
Here I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me make me feel upset
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go away

I can see inside you fine
This blessing in disguise
Why do you treat me this way
Make the hate stay

As I walk I can never seem to escape
All the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing prob'ly, you'd just throw me away

Faggot Faggot Faggot
Here I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me make me feel upset
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go away

Faget
Pussy

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day some
You FAKE and you... don't want none

I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way every day
Who gives a fuck, right? Now I've got something to say
To all the people that think that I'm STRANGE
That I should be outta here locked up in a CAGE

You don't know what the hell is up now anyway
You've got this pretty boy feeling like I'm enslaved
To a world that never 'preciated SHIT
you can suck my dick and fuckin' like it

I'm just a pretty boy; I'm not 'sposed to fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy living in this fucked up world

All my life, who am I?

I'm just a faggot
I'm not a faggot (what am I?)
You motherfucking queers

Shoots And Ladders
Ring around the rosy, pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes we all fall down
Ring around the rosy, pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

Nursery rhymes are said
Verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden violence revealed
Darkness that seems real
Look At The Pages That Caused All This Evil

One two, buckle my shoe, three four, shut the door
Five six, pick up sticks, seven eight, lay 'em straight
London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridge is falling down, my fair lady

Knick knack paddy whack give a dog a bone
This old man came rolling home
Knick knack paddy whack give a dog a bone
This old man came (rolling home)
knick knack paddy whack give a dog a bone
this old man came rolling home
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
(Baa baa black sheep......)
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
(Yes sir, yes sir,........)

Ring around the rosy, pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes we all fall down
Ring around the rosy, pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down

knick knack paddy whack give a dog a bone

Predictable
Go

I can in every way, escape the pain I feel inside
It comes with me, evil thoughts just creepin' through my mind
Who are you to say, that I can't speak what's on my mind
You run away, it's so predictable

I can in every way, feel the... that tingle up inside
Too blind to see, they've been missing sorrow all their lives
You run away, to the cover of their pointless lies
You ask me, it's so predictable

Well I'm gonna try
Or I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try

Another day, silence overwhelms my mind
Who's to say, if I have the time or why
Should I pray, for all the hate to go away
Another day, I can never break free
You wait for me, I call out to you
Another day, I'll live forever
Should I?

Fuck

I'm gonna try

Should I?

Fake
I can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
Your life's a lie that you hide
Isn't that too being you inside

I can't stand oh the thought of you
I can't stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify
You were just too scared to be you inside

LET it all go

Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be

I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of you
Your secret lies that you hide
Isn't that too being you inside?

You try so hard to be wanted
False emotions tells you fronted
I think being a person relies on one thing
Be yourself, let you come through
You're too fake to really be

Lies
I like to search inside for the things that you all hide
What's the problem? Can't you seem to
Search through those problems that haunt and taunt you
I smile while you're afraid
You're on while your soul pays

Do you ever stand outside your fears
Thinkin' about your life, thinkin' about your inner fears
Do you ever stand up outside your fears
Thinkin' about your life, thinkin' about your inner fear

I like to search inside for the things that you all hide
What's the problem? Can't you seem to
Open your body and let me touch you

I want you to see lies without disguise
They're all the things that hurt you, they're all these useless lies
I want you to feel, the you wrung up inside
I said I took you in, I'll throw you out instead
I try, you win, my life
Is ripping your heart out and destroying my pain

Helmet in the Bush
"Hello? Es tacaco? Eres caco?
Well, you know, you fuckin' call me tacaco? Okay?"
I keep asking, what you're like
It is disturbing, this isn't mine
Days keep passing, a much at a time
I don't feel right, please god let me sleep tonight

Everyday confronted, circumvents giving in
I just wonder why
Want to give it up, but I can't escape

I keep asking, will you can please try?
It is haunting, this takes your mind
Days keep passing, line after line
I don't feel right, please god don't let me die tonight
Die tonight, die tonight, die tonight

Please god, please god
Please god help me
Please god free me
Please god help me from my painful situation
Please god help me
Please god free me
Please god save me from my painful situation
Want to give it up but I know I can't escape
Please god don't let me give in tonight please god oh
Please god don't let me give in tonight please god oh
Please god don't let me give in tonight don't let me die
Please god don't let me give in tonight
Don't let me die

Daddy
Mother, please forgive me.
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering.
Now that I'm all done, remember I will always love you.
I'm your son.

Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
Rape in mind, and then your flesh I'll eat

you raped I feel dirty
it hurt as a child
tied down that's a good boy
and fucked your own child
it hurt I'm not a liar
my god saw you watching
mommy why your own child

Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy

It's all right

You raped I feel dirty it hurt as a child
Tied down that's a good boy and fucked your own child
I rape no one hears me it hurt as a child
Tied down, no one hid me and... your own child
I sit no one hears me it hurt as a child
Tied down that's a good boy and fucked your own child
I speak no one hears me it hurt as a child
Tied down, no one hears me
Mommy why, your own child


I didn't touch you there
mommy said she didn't care
I didn't touch you there
That's why Mommy stopped and STARED
Little child, looking so sweet
Rape in mind, and now your flesh I'll eat

you raped I feel dirty
it hurt I'm not a liar
my god saw you watching
daddy why your own child
I scream no one hears me
it hurt I'm not a liar
my god saw you watching
mommy why your own child

I fuckin' hate you, motherfucker, I fuckin' hate you
Fuck you, you son of a bitch, you ruined my life
Look at this, I HATE YOU I fuckin' hate you I hate you

Twist
You're not the right one dumb damn rapper
Not the right goddamn
Who are you to rap shit take off
And who says you're right
On top you think you'r bomb artista
But you're bent out of oooo right
Suck my dick
But don't you think that you're oooo right
Sometimes things might make me ooo ooo it makes me mad
And when it happens fuck it
Rugged in mind a hint by bite
Why does it not exist in you?
Right, shit, why hit in yet another day
Woo hoo right
It's not woo hoo right
But you'r wrong

Twist

Put me in right now make mad
Prove that you're right
Somehow you're not right, huh
But that doesn't make me mad
Right now you're beggin' for a little brew
All night
Yeah it's so simple
I had some Red Dog, you hand over it

Chi
Pain!

Buried so far away
In to my life of nothing

Sick of the same ol' thing,
so I dig a hole and bury the pain
Sick of the same ol' thing,
so I dig a hole and bury the pain

I am so high, always
Burying my life so slowly

It opens my mind to feelings
Can't face bottom without something

We enter in my head
Feeling like I'm God
With the world around me
Can't you feel this pain
reaming through my heart
screaming through my veins
nothing I can kill
The stinging of my heart, aah
Can't you feel my heart, ahh
Can't you take my heart... away
Tired heart
Goodbye

Lost
Why can't I decide
why my feelings I hide?
Always screwing with my mind
that thorn in my spine
Oh sure, it feels fine
wasting all our time
In the back of my mind
That thorn in my spine
Wait to see it before my eyes
Why? don't I turn grey?

Looking all the time
at your face so blind
Feeling uptight
always the same fight
Hey man, now decide
go ahead take your time
Kissing all the time
That thorn in my spine

Wait You can't even see my side
Why? do you play yourself out 'dat way?
Why? You and me always hang
Wait Weren't you were my friend?

The pain in which I feel, I feel

Hey man look inside
know your need to your own life
Remember me, guy?
That thorn in your spine
Waiting all the time
I'm doing mighty fine
Remember me guy?
That thorn in your spine

Swallow
Fuck yes

Always I'm locked in my head
No pain,
you don't know what I have had
By now, I'm so for sure
Right now, I am yours

My sorrow, I swallow
Follow me, oh hell no

It came unknown to me
Paranoid is controlling all of me
Somehow, a terror so pure
Right now, shit I'm yours

My sorrow, I swallow
Follow me all, oh hell no
Wasn't me, I swallow
Forive me, I don't know
Oh hell no...

This thing I follow
The place, I just get to fuckin' go
A freak, that I'm sure
A freak, that is yours

Punk ass sissy I'm a freak...

Porno Creep
Pleasant things I feel

Good God
You came into my life without a single thing
I gave into your ways which left me with nothing
I've given into smiles, I've dealt with all your games
I wish you're happy now, I had to let you win

Why don't you get the fuck out of my face, now
Why don't you get the fuck out of my face, now

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
You live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my brain

I scream without a sound
How could you take away
eveything that I was?
Left me a fuckin slave
Your face that I despise
Your heart inside that's gray
I came today to say, you're fucked in every way

In the sea of life, you're just a minnow
You live your life insecure
I feel the pain of your needles
As they shit into my mind
You stole my life without a sign
You sucked me dry

Mr. Rogers
Boomerang, Zoomerang, Doomerang
The time has come to realize what you are, what you've done inside
The time has come, we'll have something to talk about
I will tell [too]

Looking back... dumb
And now I realize... old man
how much you really liked him... dumb
This child's mind you terrorized... old man
You came to him... dumb
He really didn't know your lies... old man
Now, his innocence gone... dumb
He's that child you terrorized... old man

This fucking thing that I know, it came to me and you
This fucking thing that I know, because of you
My childhood is gone, because I loved you
My childhood is gone, because I loved you

Be my neighbor

Looking back... child
And now I realize... fucker
How much you really loved him... child
This child's mind you hypnotized... fucker
You came to him... child
You really didn't know his lies... fucker
Now, his innocence gone... child
I'm that child you terrorized... fucker

Fred you told me that everybody was my neighbor
They took advantage of me, like I took a trip anywhere
I wish I wouldn't have watched you, I really mean it
My childhood, a failure
What a fuckin neighbor

I hate you, I will tell [too]

This fucking thing that I feel
This fucking thing that I feel
My childhood is gone
My childhood is gone

I will tell...

K@#0%!
Fuck you titty suckin, two balled bitch
With a fat bruised clit
My big compoto bitch
Oh shit, fucking, ass licking, piss sucking, cunt
These nuts on your lips
Kentucky fried kung-pao clits

I don't know what to say
So what don't give up on me now
(don't give a fuck) (don't get off on me)
I don't know what to say, so what

Saggy tits swinging between your fat, crusty arm pits
Big ass hairy mole between your pussy lips
Cunt, shit, cock, dick, cunt, tit, barf, piss, balls, ass, pecker, queef
Oh shit, fuck, bitch, damn fuckin diarhea slut, with HIV

I have fought to find something to say,
But now I found something to say
Fuck you!, Punk ass bitch

Fuck... Shit... Bitch

No Place to Hide
I see your faces and I do not understand why
Each time I dream you standin there, right by my side
Why do you make me, you take my pride
And in my eyes you kinda rape me, inside

I have no place to run and hide
I have have no place to hide which I like

Some look at the time, I looked back into my life
You want to touch me to see what's in my eyes
Why do you make me remember all the hate all its shame
Don't you hate me, sometimes?

I have no place to run, so come on follow me
I don't know where to run, so come on follow me

I have no place to run
...which I like

Wicked
Yo Chuck, we got runnin mixes, gimme the headphones...

Wicked

Ha Ha 1... 2... 3 and I come with the wicked style
and you know that I'm from the wicked crew, you act like you knew
But I got everybody jumping to the voodoo
You kickin wicked rhymes, picket signs, while me and my mob got a trunk full of 9's
Drop then I'll slay ya, bang, bang, birthday for the A-hole
Ready to Buck Buck Buck but it's a must to Duck Duck Duck
Before I bust ya
Looking for the one that did it
You want my vote, no your never gonna get it
Cause I'm the one with the tight mad skills
And I won't choke like the Buffalo Bills, Sittin at the pad just chillin
Larry Parker just got 2 million, Oh what a fucking feeling
That nigger done past me the peel, and I slam dunk it like Shaquille O'neal
Wicked, Wreckin
Baby, I'll rock that tassle baby, take it... cos I'm

'Cause I get Wicked, somebody outta keep on the volume
Yes I Wicked, somebody outta keep on the volume
Yes I Wicked, somebody outta keep on the volume
But now I'm in your face, so you'll keep on the volume

Don't say nothing just listen
Got me, got me a plan to break Tyson out of prison
You going my way you get served
Still got a deuce then I bunny hop the curb
Nappy head, nappy chest, nappy chin, never seen with a happy grin
Gotta fat frown cause I'm down, so take a look around
All you see is big black boots, stepin, use my steel toe as a weapon
And it's awfully quiet, you want to live with this nigger, to with the stick
Ah, but that's nasty, cause I got a Body Count like Ice-T
From here to New York I get them skins, and I ain't talking about pork
Your sly, you pig, dig
Listen from the flow from a soul fro'ed caucasion
Ah, who didn't know I was as funky as Wilson Picket but ya talkin...

People wanna know how come I get a gat
and I'm sitting at the window like Malcolm
Ready to bring that noise and kinda trigger happy like the Ghetto Boyz
December 29th was power to the people, y'all might just see a sequel
'Cause police got equal, hey, A horse is a pig that don't fly straight
I'm doin Daryl Gates but it's Willie Willams, I'm down with the pilgrims
I'm threw with the pig, so I think the job is dead, get out...

A.D.I.D.A.S.
Honestly, somehow it always seems
that I'm dreamin' of something that I can never be
It doesn't bother to me, 'cause I will always be
that pimp that I see in all of my fantasies

I don't know your fucking name.
So what, let's...

Screaming to be the only way that I can
truly be free from my fucked up realities,
so I turn and stroke it harder, 'cause its so fun
to see my face staring back at me.

I don't know your fucking name.
So what, let's fuck.

All Day I Dream About Sex
All Day I Dream About fuckin'

Low Rider
All my friends
Own a low rider
Low rider
Is a little higher

Low rider
Drives a little slower
Low rider
Is a little lower

Low rider
Don't use no gas now
Low rider
Don't drive too fast

Take a little trip and see
Take a little trip with me

Ass Itch
I hate writing shit, it is so stupid
What's my problem today?
Maybe I'm depressed,
Maybe I'm helpless to what comes out my hand
Pain... Pain... Pain

I hate writing shit, it is so stupid
Why do I feel this way?
Feelings in my heart
I'm in way too far
Can't it won't go away
Pain... Pain... Pain

Before long my song is dying

I hate writing shit
Ain't looking forward to it
What's fucked up, today?
Writing all this time
Feeling all that's mine
Come right out my hand
Pain... Pain... Pain

Before long my song is dying

Tell me now, I want to know
Is it me inside you see?
Ahh, it isn't fair
I gotta let this song inside me... free...

Set me free
It just set me free
It just set me free

Before long my song is dying

That's why I died, this lie, I try

Kill You
Live'n life, don't you cry
My life, pain is God
Many nights, painful thoughts occur
Yell at me, again I'm wrong

In denial, I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy
All I see, a hate deep inside
Startle me, someone save me

Now these memories, fill my heart, they bury me

All I wanna do
You are not my real mother
Is kill you should I beat and stab and fuck her

Looking back I was never ever right
You were my step-mom who always wanted me out of your sight
I would come walkin' in and I'd say hello,
but you'd slap me and you make some fucked up comment about my clothes,
then I tried to let it pass, but the visions in my head,
were with you with a knife up your ass, laying dead,
so I pop some more caps in your ass,
Now your son is not so fun
Motherfucking bitch
Never try to play me

You made my life not so good
All I wanna do... is kill you

Wish you were dead now
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved...


Secret End Stuff
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ready fuckin' little middle guy
I'm gonna us the force here we go

you not rrrh rot
dot n dot n dot per rot
dot n not n dot per

n dot chi cot n dot rrr ah
dot dot ki o ma gri a dot
dot ers a pa ta ko

some play to we
a dot think up a bite rah
sometimes you might
ooh ooh rrrh
we thought we might

dot be mer hot something
what are you ma ah
do bro what are mines is
dot ooh ooh
rot in dot n bite
ooh na na er na he
woo hoo rah
ate no hoo dot er ha
ya dot im wer rah

Twist

It's On!
Come on!

Save some for me, it's what I like.
I wanna play, you know it's time.
Something is calling, I can't keep from falling.

Come on!
It's on!

Now see it's my fault, angels stabbing me inside.
Nothing changes, just rearranges, for me this time.

Once I cave in, what can I fight?
I can never win, my self I don't like,
I don't like, I don't like, I don't like.
Something is calling, I can't keep from falling.

Come on! It's on!

You see it's my fault, angels stabbing me inside.
Nothing changes, just rearranges, for me this time.

This time. This... time.
For me, inside. Put me inside.
Hold me, this time. Put me inside.

Come on!

It's on!

Freak on a Leash
Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Something's raped and taken from me... from me.

Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light)
Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I)
Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light)
I try to every night, all in vain... in vain.

Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes it's my life I can't taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
You'll never see fall from grace

Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
I cheat, but for me to lie
Something takes a part of me.

Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light)
Feeling like I have no release. (So do I)
How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light)
Nothing in my life is free... is free

So...fight! something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
So...something on the...
Fight...some things they fight
Fight...something of the
No...some things they fight
Fight...something of the...
Fight...some things they fight

Part of me...

Got the Life
Hate, something, sometime, someway, something kick off the front floor.
Mine? Something, inside.
I'll never ever follow.
So give.. me.. some.. thing.. that.. is.. for.. real.
I'll never ever follow.

Get your boogie on...

Hate, something, someway, each day, dealing with no forgiveness.
Why?
This shit inside.
Now everyone will follow.
So give.. me.. noth.. ing.. just.. feel.
And now this shit will follow.

God thanks me, the more I see the light, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...
God thanks me, the more I see the life, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...

Each day I can feel it swallow, inside something they took from me.
I don't feel your deathly ways.
Each day i feel so hollow, inside I was beating me,
You will never see, so come dance with me.

Dance with me
Rumbiddieboo
Rum bum dee dum dee bum diddie doo
ME!

God thanks me, the more I see the light, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...
God thanks me, the more I see the life, who wants to see?
God told me, I've already got the life, oh I say...

Got the life.

Got... the... life.

Dead Bodies Everywhere
Come on, step inside, and you will realize.
Tell me what you need, tell me what to be.
What's your vision? You'll see, what do you expect of me?
I can't lose it... lie.

Hate!
I sing my words, I've thought that dealing,
with your life's dead bodies everywhere.

You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.

Let me strip the plain, let me not give in.
Free me of your life, inside my heart dies.
Never had the chief, don't lay that shit on me.
Let me live my... life.

Hate!
I sing my words, I've thought that dealing,
with your life's dead bodies everywhere.

You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.

You want me to be, something I can never ever be!

I sing my words, I thought that didn't,
with your life's dead bodies everywhere.

You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.

Dead bodies everywhere!

Children of the Korn
Attention all parents!
Report to your local therapist!
Report to your local church!
Report to your loacl police department!
It's goin' down!

Carry into my son's eyes.
Reveals alone
I felt her in the day.

Insanity.

It was all about the pussy, if you can get it.
A little girl like me never fucking liked it.

We ain't takin' no mo'! Go!

So sing me, I, I, I

I'm not fuckin around
Stop fucking with me

And the children are born.
Your feeling through me, I, I, I
You're the children of the Korn.

Droppin' smoke in the alley, makin' noise with a double pump,
Bring your boys turn up at a party with you doubled up.
Double ridie, double party, hardcore, teenage, fuckin' bitches major.
Catch me if you can, fuck the law with my dick in my hand,
We're comin' strong.
Generation triple X, we're all about the weed smoke and the kinky sex.

So sing me, I, I, I

I'm not fuckin around
Stop fucking with me

And the children are born.
Your feeling through me, I, I, I
We're the children of the Korn.

Cos a bag of my life
Then I got it, so far.
It's open day like me. Insanity
Go figure, what's a fag?
Now a player
babtised and born,
and the Children of the Korn.

Children of the Korn!
I'm the first born!

Fuck authority! Hit your ass in the head with my 40.
You girls see more of me, after school, you better run to your 'pa.
Class clown, I already know I'm a star.
Your Children of the Korn was born, from your porn and twisted ass
ways, now you look amazed.
I'm sitting in a daze, in a purple haze.
You better check my pulse, 'cause nothin' seems to faze.

Bitch!

Nothin' seems to faze.
Your children of the Korn, children of the Korn.
Nothin' seems to faze.
Your children of the Korn, children of the Korn.

Look and see, I feel the parents hating me.

Hurt me. You hurt me.

Why don't you step outside and feel me?

Feel me! Feel me! Feel me!

How you gonna tell me where to skate, who to date,
how to fuck, how to kiss, who to love, who to diss,
how to live. What it is, somethin' gotta give.
Parents or the kids, it won't be the kids.
What? It won't be the kids.
We're talking shit, 'cause life is a 'biz.
You know it is. Everybody tryin' to get rich. God damn!
All I wanna do is live. All I wanna do is live.

All I wanna do is live.

Insanity.
Stop fuckin' with me.
Insanity.

B.B.K
So you've seen I've gotten this far.
Please give me some place to worry.
I'm not trying to go there, so take me away.

Life sometimes pisses me off.
It's never a good trip for me
Every time I reach for love, it's taken away.

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is day.
Give me some patience, so I pray.
It's time to die. Is that what I want?

There's nothing wrong wanting to be loved.
Is there something wrong with me?
Once in my life I'd like to be really set free.

Let me be me.

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is day.
Give me some guidance, so I pray.
It's time to die. Is that what I want?

Take me away.
Taken away.
Take me away.
Taken... away.

Something I get, I got to get home
Run, run, run, run, run, run running home

Where is my home...

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is day.
Give me some patience, so I pray.
It's time to die. Is that what I want?

Night! So I play.
Give me a sign this is day.
Give me some guidance, so I pray.
It's time to die. Is that what I want?

Pretty
So... so love.
Wait, but I don't realize.
Somehow, why lay?
Broke, the pain between the eye.

I see your pretty face,
Smashed against the bathroom floor!
What a disgrace!
Who do I feel sorry for?

Skin... so cold.
Could, could someone steal a life?
Save... the blame.
Wait, I got some shit to say.

I see your pretty face,
smashed against the bathroom floor!
What a disgrace!
Who do I feel sorry for?

Smashed and raped!
Not again. This is a real crime.
What a pretty face.
Who do I feel sorry for?

RAPE! Something...
NOW! Rips my...
HEART! And takes...
MY! Soul I...
WAIT! Too late...
NOW! I feel...
RAPED! Inside...
DEATH! My soul away....

Away....

I see your pretty face,
smashed against the bathroom floor!
What a disgrace!
Who do I feel sorry for?

Smashed and raped!
Not again. This is a real crime.
What a pretty face.
Who do I feel sorry for...

All in the Family
Fred: What's up with this fucking 'Ball Tongue' shit?
Jon: All I needed was a Pepsi...
Fred: You better shut the fuck up, punk.
Jon: Whatever nigga...
Fred: Say what, say what?
Jon: My dick is bigger than yours...
Fred: Say what, say what?
Jon: My band is bigger than yours...

Fred: Too bad I got your beans in my bag, stuck-up sucka',
Korny motherfucka'.
Takin' over flows is the Limp pimp, need a Bizkit to save this
crew from Jon Davis. I'm gonna drop a little east side skill,
ya best step back
'cuz I'm 'a kill, I'm 'a kill. So watcha thinking Mr. Raggedy man?
Doin' all you can to look like Raggedy Ann.

Jon: I'll Check you out punk, yes I know you feel it. You look like
one of those dancers from the Hanson video, you little faggot ho. Please give
me some shit to work with, 'cuz right now I'm all it kid,
suck my dick kid, like your daddy did.

Fred: Who the fuck you think you're talking to??
Jon: Me.
Fred: I'm known for eatin' little whiny chumps like you.
Jon: Whatever.
Fred: All up in my face with that...
Jon: Are you ready?!?
Fred: But halitosis, is all you're rockin' steady. You little fairy,
smelling all your flowers. Nappy hairy chest, look it's Austin Powers!
Jon: Yeah, baby!

Fred: I hear ya tweetin' on them fag-pipes clod, but you said it
best, there's No Place To Hide.

Jon: What the fuck ya' sayin'? You're a pimp whateva', limp dick.
Fred Durst needs to rehearse, needs to reverse what he's saying. Wannabe funk
joke is what you're playin', rippin' up a bad counterfeit, fakin'! Plus
your bills I'm paying, you can't eat that shit every day, Fred.

Fred: Say what, say what? You better watch your fuckin' mouth, Jon.

Jon: So you hate me?
Fred: and I hate you!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.

Jon: I hate you!
Fred: and you hate me!
Jon: You know what, you know what?
Both: It's all in the family.

Jon: Look at you fool, I'm gonna fuck you up twice, throwin' rhymes
at me like, oh shit, Vanilla Ice. Ya better run, run while ya can, you'll
never fuck me up, Bisc Limpkit. At least I got a phat, original band.

Fred: Who's hot, who's not?
Jon: You.
Fred: You best step back, Korn on the cob, you need a new job. Time
to take them mic skills back to the dentist, and buy yourself a new grill.
Jon: Fuck you
Fred: You pumpkin pie, I'll jack-off in your eye. Climbing shoots
and ladders, while your ego shatters. But you just can't get away.
Jon: Get a gay?
Fred: 'Cuz it's doomsday kid, it's doomsday.

Fred: You call yourself a singer?
Jon: Yep.
Fred: You're more like Jerry Springer.
Jon: Oh cool!
Fred: Your favorite band is winger,
Jon: Winger?
Fred: and all you eat is Zingers. You're like a Fruity Pebble, your
favorite flag is rebel.
Jon: Yeeeeeehaaaaaa!!
Fred: It's just too bad that you're a fag, and on a lower level.
Jon: So you're from Jacksonville, kickin' it like Buffalo Bill.
Gettin' butt-fucked by your uncle Chuck, while your sister's
on her knees waitin' for your fuckin' nut.

Fred: Wait, where'd ya get that little dance?
Jon: Over here.
Fred: Like them idiots in Waco, you're burning up in Bako where
your father had your mother, your mother had your brother,
it's just too bad your father's mad, your mother's now your lover.
Jon: Come on hillbilly, can your horse do a fuckin' wheelie?
You love it down south, and boy, you sure do got a purdy mouth.

Jon: and I love you!
Fred: and I want you!
Jon: and I'll suck you!
Fred: and I'll fuck you!
Jon: and I'll butt-fuck you!
Fred: and I'll eat you!
Jon: and I'll lick your little dick, motherfucka'.
Fred: Say what? Say... what?

Reclaim My Place
What the fuck?!
I'm so dumb, therefore I can't relate.
I'm so dumb, there is nothing to hate.
Really is it me, or is it fate?
Give me peace, or at least for fuck's sake.

Give him something to say.
Something super fly, never play.
All I hear is disgrace.
Erase them all and reclaim my place.

In the past I was known as a freak.
Had no friends, picked on 'cause I was weak.
Save my ass, I got into this band,
Never thought the band would pick on the man.

Give him something to say.
Something super fly, never play.
All I hear is disgrace.
Erase them all and reclaim my place.

Reclaim my place...

Say it to my face.

So I look around at all these stupid little faces.
Something I can never slap, but I embrace.
You'll never ever see, you'll never ever be,
You want to fuck around? Then come on, fuck with me.

You think you can't relate?
You'll never ever find.
You think you feel my hate?
Look at me and you will find
My fate you always raped?
I will always be the son.
You want to fuck with me?
Come on, fucking play!

You can feel it now or be stoned!
Yes, you feel it come, right now!
You can feel it now or be stoned
Yes, you feel it come, right now!
You can feel it now or be stoned
Yes, you feel it come, bow down!

Bow down!

Give him something to say.
Something super fly, never play.
All I hear is disgrace.
Erase them all and reclaim my place.

What the fuck?! So... What the fuck?!

Justin
Fuck all that bullshit!

You watch me play.
I look away.
Your lights turn bright.
You found the light.

Take, up in space. You and I.
Take, up in space. You and I.

You're gonna die!
What made me whine?
I wish I hadn't drank.
Inside your soul escapes.

Take, up in space. You and I.
Take, up in space. You and I.

Cry, into me.
Hold me... something... alright...
The kids that die listening to me.

You are alive!

Take, up in space. You and I stay....
Take, up in space. You and I.
Take, up in space. You and I.

Seed
Every day it gets a little harder, can't seem to get away.
I remember there's a certain place, a place I wish I'd stay.
I feel so lost within - pressured, I'm headed for that day.
Just one thought in my head, really. Do I need this fame?

Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so worried,
Something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.

I lay in bed at night and wonder, should I go on this way?
It's the only thing I really got for now, and it's called fame.

Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so worried,
something takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.

So I see this face so innocent and fine... and so fine.
So I see this face and I realize it's mine.

I feel the rattle...

So I see this face so innocent and fine... and so fine.
So I see this face and I realize it's mine.

I feel the rattle...

Every time, god damn, I look at my son, I see something I can't be.
Beautiful and care free, that's how I used to be.
Like some god damn fucking freak, I'm so pressured, I'm so worried, something
takes a hold of me, something I can't believe.

Like some god damn fucking freak!

Cameltosis
I should have known it from the start what I was in for.
She break a tin full,
she copied, we exchanged some info.
Called her on the tele, conversations were simple,
ain't playin' games, my game, retain the tempo.
And things, no shame, two sparks turned into flames,
Nimpho's in the park, just dancin' in the rain.
Hook me with this fix, and look to drain my aim,
Some never retain what wouldn't suck from your veins.

Tre: So baby I ask you...
Jonathan: What do you want from me?

Jonathan:
You see this time, I cannot ever never love another, cunt
You'll drink as slow, love twice and you'll get fucked.
You see this time, I cannot ever never love another, cunt
You'll drink as slow, love twice and you'll get fucked.

Tre:
Rest us, rest us from the pain, if I ask.
Ashamed cos a game keep playin' me wrong.
Promise not to ever sing a damn 'nother song,
Until I realize who the fuck I am.

A man out of sync with his own program,
trying to find some kind of inner link.
A man out of sync with his own program,
trying to find some kind of inner link.

Tre: So baby I ask you...
Jonathan: What do you want from me?

Jonathan:
You see this time, I cannot ever never love another, cunt
You'll drink as slow, love twice and you'll get fucked.
You see this time, I cannot ever never love another, cunt
You'll drink as slow, love twice and you'll get fucked.

She's the epitomy of sweet misery,
The sweeter the stroke, the deeper the pain given.
There's an angel, angle sex-driven.
Dangerous sex kitten, warm as a mitten.
Fittin' like a glove, with abstract relations,
Testin' all my patience, push comes to shove.
Emotional masturbation, fuckin' with my love,
Fuckin' with my life, fuckin' all the above.

Jonathan:
You see this time, I cannot ever never love another, cunt
You'll drink as slow, love twice and you'll get fucked.
You see this time, I cannot ever never love another, cunt
You'll drink as slow, love twice and you'll get fucked.

Jonathan:
You see this time, I cannot ever never love another, cunt
You'll drink as slow, love twice and you'll get fucked.
You see this time, I cannot ever never love another, cunt
You'll drink as slow, love twice and you'll get fucked.

My Gift to You + EarAche My Eye
Laying by my precious
Not long ago
Hiding behind the shadows
Of your broken soul
Why is it always you and something you can never have?
Why did you you try to tell me?
How could you be this way

Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Your racing through my vains
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Like orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I guess your life is dead
Can't you feel the pain

There you are my precious
With your broken soul
Forever my crotch Take control
Why is it
You fuck up something you have always had
Why'd you try to tell me
How could you be so cold?

Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Your racing through my vains
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Like orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I guess your life is dead
Can't you feel the pain

Here I am, just a man
Feeling the pain, gives me life
Relieving us is my plan
I'd anything to see through your eyes
Just to see through your lies

I hate you, Can you feel the pain?

Can't you feel the pain?

I hate you, Can you feel the pain?

Your throat, I take grasp
Can you feel the pain?
Then your eyes roll back
Can you feel the pain?
Your racing through my vains
Can't you feel the pain?
Your heart stops beating
Can't you feel the pain
Like orgasms
Can't you feel the pain
I guess your life is dead
Can't you feel the pain

Dead
All I want in life is to be happy (happy)
It seems funny to me
How fucked things can be
Everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead

Falling Away From Me
Hey, I'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Hear what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Day, is here fading
That's when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me
Falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
It's lost and can't be found
(falling away from me)
It's spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
So down

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Pressing me, they won't go away
So I pray, go away

It's falling away from me

Beating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground

Trash
How did it start?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see flesh and it smells fresh
and it's just there for the taking
These little girls,
they make me feel so goddam exhilerated
I fill them up, I can't give it up
To me, I'm just erasing

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why its hurts me
All I wanna is get with you
and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

I tell my lies, and I despise
every second I'm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?

Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away

Just throw you away

4 U
This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think it's about me
I'm about to break, this is my fate
Am I still damned to a life,
of misery and hate?
You will never know
What I'd do for you
What you are
Got me through
I'd do it for you
I could have, never lived
If it wasn't, for you

Beg For Me
Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed
There is evil in my head
Everyone just let me be
Because when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am free

Goddam you say you'll get up for me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Tell me, how could this fade?
I am going in insane
And I could not have my pain
Everyone please let me be
'Cause when I hit the stage
And it's gone and I am free

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

I feel the shame
I'm not insane
The things I feel now
Arent the same
Who gives a fuck,
if my life sucks?
I just know one day
I won't give up

Everyone just let me be

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me

Goddam you say you'll get up with me
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me

Be there, for me

Make Me Bad
I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation
There's so much much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
(it would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same
(it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel sickness
In You

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad

All I do is look for you
And when I fix you
Needed to, just to get some sort of attention
Attention

What does it mean to you
For me, it's somthing I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling
The flesh made me bad

It's Gonna Go Away
Fu.., fu... fu.., I got this bad cold
And I got a life, I live it up
I live it up

(It's gonna go away)

I don't want this to go away
(go away)
I'm so scared
(oh so scared)
I can't think of going on
We all crumble
We crumble under pressure
(pressure)
Pressure
(pressure)

(It's gonna go away)

...go live it up
We're livin it up

Wake Up
Wake the fuck up!

Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressure's tightening
I don't even want to try

Should I take all the stupid bullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it?
Im not happy
I wish they'd just...
Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All the heads are blown
Let's just take the stage
And remember why we play for

No more fighting!
I swear I'm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish they'd just...
Wake the fuck up!

I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All the heads are blown
Let's just take the stage
And remember why we play for

Remember why we play for

Am I Going Crazy
This song appears to replicate the craziness of Jonathans anxiety
and insecurities. He needs assurance and compfort from those
close to him, rather than judgement.

Am I going crazy?
Come on, and say in taste
Am I too lost, to face it?
And what will it cost
To escape?
Nothing is right
I'm so scared

Hey Daddy
Let me see (let me see)
All my life has been (taken) taken
This demon (haunts me) haunts me
They are hating me
Help me
You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound

You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them

Hey Daddy
They are taking me
Away
By biting
Facing me (what soul)
My soul
They're eating
Please help me

You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them

They say this thing inside me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
But I'm not gonna listen

You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them
Hey daddy

(waiting)

Somebody Someone
I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And I don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you my friend
Seems it never ends

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

Giving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
It's all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothing

I need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for me

I look, a sign
I need someone
Inside, to help me out
With what

Im trying
I'm crying
I'm frying
In a pile of
Shit

I'm dying
I'm dying

I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone

No Way
Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling is no way
So I'm angry for today
Anger's the only thing I've made
It feels like something
No it's nothing

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling is no way
To live this way

Hating, feeling, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I can't help but give up
Falling to the place where people know me

I can't wait
To give them these feelings of hating
Keeping in side me
For all to take
Picking at me
They're ripping at me
Ripping at me

So I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like I'm God
Feeling is no way
To live this way

Let's Get This Party Started
When it's crying
Take me on second place
Which you don't often find
I see a family walking
Always thinking of
Being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sign

Time is ticking
It makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia
Surrounds me
Everyone I see
Is out to get me
So I fall down
In a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I had

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sign

You make me feel insane

Sometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesn't matter
Each time I wake
I'm somehow feeling the truth
I can't handle

Let's get this party started
I'm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Let's get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sign

Wish You Could Be Me
I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe
Why should I complain?
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now
And it's gossip 'bout my fame
I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how you get the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You fuckin pussy

Counting
I came back
To face what's growing in my head
Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I feel
Yes you do
One day you'll beg for me

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting

You just see me as something you throw around
You were there for me
Beating down to the ground
Yes it always seems
You take more from me

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting

It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun and the games
It's funny how we've just started
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun
That's my game

So I'm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As I'm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting

Dirty
Keep knocking
Noones there
Pouring down
Near people

My head
By myself
All alone

Ripping my hair out
I hurt so bad inside
At least you can see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna live again

Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty

My head
By myself
All alone

Ripping my hair out
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through in my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna live again

I'll die again
I'll die again
I'll wilt again
Into you

You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
I will take it
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna live again

Here to Stay
This time, I'm taking it away
I've got a problem when they get in the way,
Not by my side (?)
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror.
I won't have to see the pain (Bleed, Bleed)

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fuck up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I can not greave anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taking everything and oh I cannot give anymore.

My mind is done with this ok?
I got a question.
"Can I throw it all away?"
Take back what's mind
So I take my time, riding my blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (Bleed, Bleed)

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fuck up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I can not greave anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm not, IÒm not a whore
You've taking everything and oh I cannot give anymore.

I'm here to stay (bring it down) x4
Bring it down x4
Gunna break it down x8
GUNNA BREAK IT!

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fuck up feelings again.

The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
Oh I can not greave anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm not, IÒm not a whore
You've taking everything and oh I cannot give anymore.

Give any more. X4

Make Believe
I'm thinking of
Thanking all the fucked people
Thanking all the shit I love
They are all the things I've made
Straight from my heart
Begging all the same people
Burning is the same evil
Somehow making me feel sane

Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm hate to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

I'm thinking of
Making all the fucked people
Making the bitches I love
Make them die and go away
Pain from the start
All my dreams are ripped apart
Thanking all the fucked people
They are all the things I've saved

Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the kids seem to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

Your life, I hate it
Oh God, can I reclaim ?
Stop and help me

Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking me
I realise I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow

This time I feel it taking me
To a place I'm meant to be
All along I seem to make believe
And the shit seems to follow

The shit seems to follow

Blame
So I think you are a fool
Hanging on my every word
It's getting ugly
So I'm ugly

Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart

So I thought you disappeared
Being alone is what you fear
Are you lonely ?
Yes lonely

Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart

Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Hoping, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are !

The time is coming
God is saying
You're really happy
What a game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over and you're to blame
The time is coming
You've gone insane
You're feeling happy
You've won the game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over and you're to blame

Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Hoping, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are !

Hollow Life
Feeding the fall
I can't help but desire of falling down this time
Deep in this hole am I making
I can't escape
Falling all this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life

Fearing to fall
And still the ground below me calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all these things I have tried to stop
Falling down this time

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life

Is there ever any wonder
Why we look to the sky
Searchin' space
Asking why ?
All alone
Where is God ?
Looking down
We don't know

We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found
What to say
Am I alive ?
Am I asleep
Or have I died ?

(Haunting me)

We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found

(Something takes a part of me)

What to say
Am I alive ?
Am I asleep
We fall down

We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow life

Bottled Up Inside
It ain't fading
Man I got to let it out
Am I quitting ?
Screaming nothing ever come out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out

Give me some courage
Beating me down the (?) sometime
Are you laughing at my body ?
I hate and slide
I hate and slide

I take this time
To let out whatÒs inside
Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You may bestow my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside

My heart is breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out

The hurt rising
Soon it's going to tear my soul out
ItÒs not kosher feeling like IÒm on my way out

Give me some courage
Beating me down the (?) sometime
Are you laughing at my body ?
I hate and slide
I hate and slide

I'll take this time
To let out whatÒs inside
Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You may bestow my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside

Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Peeling your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy you fucked up my mind
YouÒre going to pay this time

I'll take this time
To let out whatÒs inside
Cause I will panic
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You may bestow my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside

Thoughtless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground

Why are you trying to make fun of me ?
You think it's funny ?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me ?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me (?)

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Come and fill the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down

Why are you trying to make fun of me ?
You think it's funny ?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me ?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)

I got my monkey, got my monkey back against the wall (?)
Gonna take you down

All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Hating
Life is boring
Sleep is boring
Don't stop running
I'm here counting

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Really can't fuck with me
There's no where else to go

So I walk but seem to crawl
For I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot find my way

You've got to come with me
I can not stand this place
We are crawling up the wall
And I'll give in this way
We had our chance to run
And now I can't believe
We're going all the way
And now the (?) in place

My life, worry, lifeless story
Give up beating
I'll start bleeding

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Really can't fuck with me
There's no where else to go

So I walk but seem to crawl
For I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I can not find my way

You've got to come with me
I can not stand this place
We are crawling up the wall
And I'll give in this way
We had our chance to run
And now I can't believe
We're going all the way
And now the (?) in place

What really do I have to follow ?
Nothing makes sense at all
Taking something for nothing
Watch me as I fall

I'm bringing me down

You've got to come with me
I can not stand this place
We are crawling up the wall
And I'll give in this way
We had our chance to run
And now I can't believe
We're going all the way
And now the (?) in place

One More Time
Always it's coming
And here starts the game
Why can't this puzzle be solved ?
Each time it happens it's always the same
I look down and it starts to fell

And all I see
It burns my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all that's mine
One more time

Always this teasing
Sometimes I lose faith
Where is my strength to hold on ?
Facing existence
How can I relate ?
Do I stand here or move on ?

And all I see
It burns my eyes
Burning all inside

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all that's mine
One more time

Falling through this space and time
Buried in this hurt of mine
Falling slowly like a dream
Falling through a world unseen
Why can I not break this spell ?
I'm in darkness
Is this hell ?
Falling towards this hole I see
This is how it has to be

Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over
Taking all that's mine
One more time

One more time

Alone I Break
Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man ?

Shut me off
I'm ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be my own

I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man ?

Am I going to leave this place ?
What is it I'm hanging from ?
Is there nothing more to come ?
(Am I gonna leave this place ?)
Is it always black in space ?
Am I going take its place ?
Am I going to leave this race ?
(Am I going to leave this race ?)
I guess God's up in this place ?
What is it that I've become ?
Is there something more to come ?
(More to come)

Now I see the times they change
Leaving us, it seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man ?

Embrace
My life is such a waste
Begging on something to work this time
But why can't I relate ?
Feeling all like who is scared ?
WhatÒs mine
Holding on to faith
Never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create just to be swallowed ?

I can't take
We have a star
I can't take
We got a fantasy
Come what may
We are the stars
I can't wait
IÒll take whatÒs mine

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find

I cannot leave this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
Why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find ?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed ?

I can't take
We have a star
I can't take
We got a fantasy
Come what may
We are the stars
I can't wait
IÒll take whatÒs mine

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find

All my feelings have been eating all of me
Feed inside
Is there something wrong with me ?

I can't take
We have a star
I can't take
We got a fantasy
Come what may
We are the stars
I can't wait
IÒll take whatÒs mine

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find

Beat it Upright
Are you ready for a good pounding baby ? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on ? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground)

Ass up high
Make a motherfucker cry
It's so good that I could die
Help me stay alive

The time is right
I want to feel it good tight
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gonna deel it up right

I'll behave
Oh my god
Make me beg
My god
Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my god)
Come on beat my ass for fun (get down, get down)
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (get down)
Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground)

Ass up high
Make a motherfucker cry
It's so good that I could die
Help me stay alive

The time is right
I wanna feel it good tight
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it up right

We're gonna ride
I got my tongue inside and outside now
Don't try to run and hide
Yes it's true what they say about my kind

Are you ready for a good pounding baby ? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on ? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)

Ass up high
Make a motherfucker cry
It's so good that I could die
Help me stay alive

The time is right
I wanna feel it good tight
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it up right

Wake Up Hate
We got a fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck ?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

I am the burden of my everything
And of its scar
I'll be reborn in hatred
Feeling I can't love no more

I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking

We got a fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck ?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

I am the falling of my happiness
It is no more
Stop loving
IÒm still hating
Till I can not hate no more

I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking

I'm, I'm filthy
Wasted piece of shit
I am disgusting
Take me away

We got a fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck ?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gunna wake it up

I'm Hiding
Maybe I'm insane
Walking on a wire
Maybe I'm the same
Nothing to take me higher
Tell me where to start
Think I'm at the end
Right now feeling pain
Make it go away

Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm a liar
Maybe we're the same
Nothing can start the fire
I can't feel my heart
But I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon I'll fade away

These places all I ever think about is lost in time
These faces haunting me
I'm looking back and they are mine

I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time and lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly

I'm trying to find a better way
But I'm trapped
Can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly

Maybe I'm insane
Walking on a wire
Maybe I'm the same
Nothing to take me higher
I can't feel my heart
But I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon I'll fade away

These places all I ever think about is lost in time
These faces haunting me
I'm looking back and they are mine

I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time and lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly

I'm trying to find a better way
But I'm trapped
Can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly

No One's There
You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives they'll be erased
Do you think they will remember ?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can it be ?
No one hears because
Echoes back at me
No one's there
To all these meaningless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
YouÒve got to feel your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time to leave these places far behind

You and me
We have no faces
They donÒt see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And no faith for whatÒs in store
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry

So why can it be ?
No one hears because
Echoes back at me
No one's there
To all these meaningless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
YouÒve got to feel your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time to leave these places far behind

Where are all these feelings hiding ?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long for
Feeding me till my decline
Where are you ?
My soul is bleeding
I am searching
Am I blind ?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me all the time

To all these meaningless feelings
I can't deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
YouÒve got to feel your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know it's time to leave these places far behind